talk french;

somethin' random(:

2010-07-19T20:24:00.003+08:00

my all time favorite breakfast(:, what's yours?

2010-07-18T14:33:00.004+08:00

This is e last time im gonna explain on this issue.
whether to believe anot is none of my business.
To feed your curiosity, here it goes.
Sim and i are not together. we are not an item.
Which means, we are not attached to each other.
not in e past, not now and not in e future. (3 fingers up!)
i reckon we ever came across this issue and i am sure we have already explained our part.
and I THOUGHT we were done with clarifiyin'.

here goes e reason why i am sayin' this again. (part of it is becos im plain bored, laughs)
(msnin' w/ few of my friends)

maine: heloos, how's u and sim?

me: hey hey, i am doin' great and sim is good too. why?

maine: u guys were long!

me: long? in as in? know each other for long?

maine: together for long lar!

me: what?! again, who told u we are together?

maine: oh broken up?

me: what's with u? how are we goin' to break up with each other when we are not together in e first place!?

maine: serious? really??? cos i thought...she did not deny or explain what.

me: becos we are fxxkin' done with e explainin' part!

maine: LOL! how shitty mistaken for yrs. ooh, no wonder i saw u are havin' breakfast with
nat and i thought.......

me: @#$%^&*! laughs! nat help!!

alright maine, let's get to e collection! launchin' ley, i wanna grab!!

2010-06-13T20:44:00.001+08:00

i forgot to say.

let's double up e collection.

hence this honey is now loved(:

mornin'!!

2010-05-30T22:06:00.002+08:00

someone is angry with me.
my calls was ignored, messages none replied!
msn appeared offline, well, i thought i was blocked.
how dare u went on cruise like that.
i reckon u are gettin' smarter ya!

2010-05-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

i know i know. i know how it feels.
ring me, breakfast, lunch or dinner, your call(:

2010-05-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

hey honey,
read this post if u have cried enough.

we only live life once.
why not goin' all e way out for your own desires?
So what there's another party exist.
if u think he worth what u have given all this while,
try once again to get him back.
why would u want to care abt how others think?

2010-05-09T21:05:00.003+08:00

i reckon my space here was full of dust.
so lack of update. am so lack of words now.

err, friend went oversea again.
which means, more gifts are on e way too!
laughs.

i want townin' badly! anyone?

2010-04-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

don't act as if u know me well,
cos u never will.
i don't even deem u as a hello and goodbye friend.
stop sayin' things that doesn't make any sense.
wake up!

2010-04-09T17:22:00.002+08:00

is loved(:

shangri la preferred, nat.
but i don't wanna do e drivin' okay!
hearrt u!

enough said, i wanna have my dinner.

2010-04-04T14:57:00.002+08:00

there are quite a number of things in life are unpredictable.
they comes without givin' any warnin'.
willin' or not, u have got to face it and accept it.
trapped? get out of it and move on.

by endin' it with e silliest method,
u broke e rules, honey.

2010-03-28T19:28:00.004+08:00

finally backed here.
first of all, i wanna say this.
i heart my mom so much.
laughs.
(okay, kurt i don't want u to comment any thing abt this!
laughs.)
i think i keep spree-ing lately.
i did spree some items for e mom also.
(so kurt, no comment on this also, laughs)

alright guys, an idiot keep buggin' that he is backed,
when's e meet up for his favorite desserts buffet?
laughs.
(message me again!)

last but not least, someone says i did not thank him sincerely.

here goes a thank u for this!(spoilt me with more when u oversea next week, laughs!)

2009-12-22T19:14:00.001+08:00

never did i come across suchha thicccked-skinned!
how yucky!

2009-12-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

im here! laughs.

well, thanks everyone for e wishes.

thanks for gifts and e lunch(:

highly, deeply and heartly appreciated!

laughs.

and im twenty-one now, how old, right?

loves(:

2009-11-05T19:30:00.002+08:00

woohoo! laughs.
just a blink of eyes, x'mas is around e corner.
after which it would mark e end of 2009.

anyway, i can't believe that u will be leavin' on my birthday!
HOW DARE U! laughs.
okay la,
at least a breakfast with me and my GIFT before u get on e plane okay!
or else i chuck away your passport(:
laughs.

am doin' online shoppin' currently,
am so not free. hence tt's all for today!
goodnight to u honey! laughs.

2009-10-02T11:34:00.002+08:00

i know u read this.
please return whatever u took.
well, u should jolly well know who u are.
although "this incident" happened a few yrs ago.
we will not hesitate to lodge a report on this matter.
i don't know how u wanna return e items,
u might wanna drop it in e letterbox though.

2009-09-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

woke up quite early today,
accompany e cousin to e gynae in e afternoon.
everything's okay. is a baby boy(:

u stalked me, nathan!
laughs! that's e reason why u called.
get back get back soon!

on e side note,
i ordered a pair of sandals online a week ago
and it's reachin' me this saturday!
yay! im askin' e bro to drives me down to collect it(:

that's all for tonight. goodynight honey! laughs!

Repulsive!

2009-08-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

i find her real gross!
she flirts with e guys just to get e guys to buy her LVs.
oh i forgot to mention, she is married and she has a child.
(of course, those guys were untold)(some of e guys were even married)

she thinks that her hubby(who works as a waiter, slogs so hard)
could not afford to "FEED" her with those LVS.
So she has got to "FEED" her wants by flirtin' with those guys out there!

i never ever thought that i could be that dumb to believe every of her single word.
she told me that she don't have much friends
and now then i know why.
u have a filthy mindset and
i do think that u are seriously full of nonsense!
C'mon, GET A LIFE!

2009-07-02T20:50:00.004+08:00

communication's paper down!
next monday's paper will be tough.
econs! and u know i hate that right, sweets.
what's with e demand and law! @#$%^&*!
and nat, it's not a bite thingy!
i'll be muggin' like a nut!

okay enough of rants. bye.

let me bite u after my paper?
laughs!!!!

2009-06-19T19:46:00.003+08:00

okay i know i haven't been updatin'.
so here i come sweet!

life is pilin' up with lectures,
shoppin' and gossipin' e past few months.

oh ya,
i drove e mom to e amk hub yesterday and
she reminds me of my drivin' instructors!
she likes to alarm me by shoutin' "xiao xing na ge che"!
(if u don't know hanyu pingying, it simply means becareful of e car)

YES,
you can imagine throughout e whole journey,
she goes "xiao xing na ge che"!
i was annoyed. it makes me sweat like nut!
laughs.

2009-05-17T19:38:00.002+08:00

i gotta wake up early for school tmr!
arghh!! 7a.m honey!
which is not good!
oh nat, is 9 - 12pm.
i'll send u my full time table through msn(:

2009-04-29T21:32:00.002+08:00

and i know is u.
and u know what?
imu(:

(i would want my bf wear e same f. flops as mine. laughs!)

2009-04-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

hey, i think you are e one(:

2009-04-12T15:47:00.002+08:00

hello people!
online shoppin' has been great!
okay i think i should give it a temp stop.
on e side note,
there's still another one more month before i officially start school.
.......not good.

peoples,
if u wanna meet me after my school,
for shops, food or chat,
pls pls pls feel free to call my mobile.
i can always be free for your sake!

laughs.
(i think i like to blurt nonsense when im too free/bored.)

2009-03-16T21:30:00.003+08:00

i have not been updatin' lately.
becos joinin' online sprees has been my daily routine(:
e bro even wants me to help him sprees for 3 armani-exchange's tees.
im spree-in' for 2 flip-flops, a tank top, 3 cosmetics and a oral care product.
i don't think im that crazy shopper compare to u, joryl!
laughs.
im waitin' patiently for my loots to arrive(:

[goodnight to u(:]

2009-03-01T20:19:00.004+08:00

lydia's new baby!

e bro's new baby!

and joryline, it's true okay!

well, i too hope that it's me(:

2009-02-24T21:19:00.003+08:00

a casual say; -listen up says: nat, im bored to e core ar..
nat; -what's a man to do says: eerm..what about a joke?
a casual say; -listen up says: oh no! your jokes cold enough to kill a man!
nat; -what's a man to do says: ........don't know how to appreciate!
a casual say; -listen up says: oh dear, that's human.

(till now he has yet to reply me.)

oh c'mon, why is your temper so hot up recently?
message me message me message me!

2009-02-16T19:48:00.001+08:00

why are u blushin'?
you are so shy la, laughs.
dinner is always a sure thingy(:

2009-02-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

sweet valentine's day!
u see that? (:

well, i wanna say,
don't ever act as if u know every single thing,
when u actually don't.
at times, Person’s wordss might turn out to be untrue too.
well, even when u hear it personally.
there's somethin' are better to be left unsaid/unexplained.

i know, u know and he knows!
laughs.

2009-02-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

that was what i saw that day
when i was on e way out for dinner.
and it reminds me of...
laughs!!

2009-02-05T11:47:00.000+08:00

i read somethin' that day.
and im totally disgusted by it.
yucks.

2009-01-28T21:22:00.007+08:00

sweet cny everyone(:
ilike cny mainly is because it's all abt food and reunion!
laughs.
and e cousin and i keep camwhorin'
when we were on e way out for greetin'.

let's look left and right!

i want kiss and she says "peace"! laughs.

eeek!

" we are angry?, laughs"

2009-01-23T20:04:00.004+08:00

thanks all sweeties.
say it, say u are freakin' proud of me(:
nat, how's my drivin'?
im sure i didn't freak u out right?
laughs.
and yes nat, lunch is always a sure thing,
but pls at least let me pay once when we dine out.

this little sweetie makes me go "ooo..lala".

2009-01-20T00:22:00.003+08:00

cold-war. oh goodness.
to challengin' each other's patience?
if u give no calls and no messages,
don't ever think of receivin' it on your side.

oh, what's e craps on your mind.

(not abt me!)

2009-01-04T10:32:00.002+08:00

sweet new year, everyone!
laughs(i know it is already 4th today)

well, 2009 is really a good start.
cos on e second day of 2009, e bro passed his TP!
(first/1st attempt hor, joryline! laughs.)
when i called up e mom and dad, they said: are u sure a not?
laughs. we are so delighted la!
and i'll hurry up to get my licence too,
cos i told him to wait for me to pass my tp before he gets a car.
laughs.

2008-12-30T23:01:00.002+08:00

"i can't believe
that i am admitting this to you.
i've never been hooked like this.
i'm in it for the long run,
i swear you've got me on one"

oops, oops!

2008-12-29T20:07:00.003+08:00

randomness(:

does u guys like stephen.chow's movies?
ilove it to e core la. laughs.
im in love with kate spade too.
and yes, i owe u a dinner, i'll remember this time(:

thanks la(:

2008-12-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

nat, u are really a sweet-talker.
laughs.

on e side note,
i bought myself 3 ax tees and 1 for e bro.
x'mas gifts, i told e mom.
and guess what she shouted at me,
EXCUSE!
laughs, see, she knows me so well la.

2008-12-21T10:46:00.015+08:00

random stuff.

p.s-ed last night,

and met up with e friend.

sat at e cafe for 4 hours as there's so much to say.

i know, i know.

laughs.

ilove e decoration at e sides.

i think we both are quite narcissistic,

so much pics waitin' to be uploaded(:

and nat!

i saw your ex girlfriend!

laughs!

2008-12-18T20:21:00.002+08:00

"u make me wanna call u in e middle of e night,
u make me wanna hold u till e mornin' light,
u make me wanna love,
u make me wanna fall,
u make me wanna surrender my soul."

2008-12-15T21:15:00.006+08:00

"i stopped my car at e carpark lot and
staring hard on the cell phone for a min
but i don't know who i can call"

i felt so sour to see those sentences.
i don't want u to felt that way, not ever again.

please,
i want myself to be e listener.
i want myself to be e one who u can turn to,
no matter it is in e early mornin' or late in e night,
i want my contact number to be e one u always dial.
i allow u to shout in my ears to wake me up and listen to your screams.
alternatively, i can sit at your side w/o makin' any noise if u need some silent.
A ring from u, i promise my presence.

2008-12-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

editted//

on hiatus? laughs, i say no.

i like e feelin'.
i like someone who are frank enough.
...hey, i like(:
i heart e sentence,
wanna fall in love?
sweet la..

laughs!

2008-12-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

thanks sweeties for e messages(:
deeply appreciated,
it draws me into this sweet momentum of cherish(:

one more, ilove e mom.
iheart her to e core.
she gave me what i requested.
kisses.

2008-11-17T21:05:00.002+08:00

my friend! are u backed in town?
get back to me soon!

on e side note,
i have been crazy over facial masks recently!
laughs. it should be e mom and i.
i ordered 20 packets of masks at one go.
and e mom says she'll finishes it for me.
.....speechless.

2008-11-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

thanks for e lip glosses joryline!

kisses la, laughs(:

2008-10-31T20:15:00.003+08:00

erm, kisses? (don't ask me what kindda kiss is that, laughs!)
let's teeth whitening, hunnies!!

(u guys must be scratchin' your head right? laughs!)

2008-10-23T19:31:00.007+08:00

renewal!

i woke up early today to get e renewal done.
i went down to e ssdc and waited for an hour for my turn.
and guess what e lady said when i told her that i wanna renew my PDL?
sorry girl, renewal of PDL can only be done at post office!
i called up e friend and i went @#$%^&*!
okay, pardon me, let me whine this time round.
how stupid i can be la! (u better don't say ya/yes/i agree, cos i'll bite)

i rushed down to amk post office and got this renew(:

and it's u again, chloe.
i really think u are stalkin' me eh(:
laughs.

2008-10-18T23:00:00.007+08:00

towned with e friend. e pasta, for dinner.
someone force me to admit that i ate half of e pizza!
laughs. okay okay.

okay, i admitted that i half of e pizza..

see, i can't finish e spags okay!

okay la, that's all for tonight.
im gonna calculate e amount and do e ibankin'.
e spree organizer is rushin' me.
kiss(: laughs. (better don't mention e word hor!)

2008-10-16T13:21:00.002+08:00

sometimes,
i jus don't understand what e person is thinkin'.

sometimes,
i jus don't understand what e person is doin'.

and sometimes,
i jus think that he's thinkin' too much or he's doin' too much.

oh goodness, what's with e human beings nowadays??

2008-10-15T21:13:00.010+08:00

(laughs. i know i know. see, im updatin' now okay. msn later)

hello(s) and hi(s) peoples.

i have been joinin' e online sprees.

okay, it should be e mom and i have been joinin' e sprees.

laughs!

some of our fancies, here it goes..

(and e mom wanted this)

i'll update again. kisses.(and i know u'll say eeeeeeeek)

laughs.

2008-09-30T13:39:00.007+08:00

surprise! laughs.
is it weird to see me bloggin' at this hour?
i woke up early today to attend e practical lesson.
jus before i wanna get outta e house,
i realized e record booklet went missin'.
it's already 9.45a.m and e shuttle bus will reach amk central around 10.10am.
hence busy callin' up e mom, dad and e bro.

(e mom)
me: hello, meee. ni you na wo de book ma?!
mom: mei you la, ni fang zhai na li?
me: table ma!
mom: hor hor, gor gor yi ding na qu le la!
me: okay, wo call gor gor.

(e bro)
me:...finally called me backed after 1 missed call.
bro:call me huh?
me: ni na wo de booklet huh?!
bro: mei you lei.
me: okay bye!

(search e whole livin' room like a nut)

(e bro)(called backed again)
bro: eh..your booklet with me lei, i thought it's mine hence i took it.
me:........(render speechless)
me: wah lao eh...took it w/o checkin' e name!
bro: u take cab down now and get it from me, i pay e cab fare.
me: .......#@*$%^&*!!!!!!!!

my family are darn cute la! laughs.
i did went for e lesson but i din went down to collect e booklet.
cuz e cab fare will burns my wallet.
fyi,
e bro are doin' his divin' and
his unit located at e Sembawang Camp Admiralty Road West.

well, on e side note,
i bought a old navy flip flop!

cost me only 5bucks,
and is in SGD okay joryl!
laughs.

2008-09-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

did your heart beats doubly fast when he smiles at u?
did your heart beats doubly fast when he looks into your eyes?
did your heart beats doubly fast when he moves closer to u?
did your heart beats doubly fast when u see his number appear on your mobile?
did your heart beats doubly fast when he's asks u out for dinner?
did your heart beats doubly fast when he gives u a peck on your cheek?
did your heart beats doubly fast when he hold your hand?
did your heart beats doubly fast when he hold your waist?

questions yourself.
oh god hunnies, i think im too much these few days.
laughs(:

2008-09-27T20:53:00.002+08:00

why would u still choose to stay when he is turnin' he's back at u?
why would u still choose to stay when u know e issue is really gettin' dreadful?
why would u still choose to stay when u already know e sickenin' truth?
why would u still choose to stay when u say e pains is killin'?
why would u still choose to stay when he's already somebody's?
why would u still choose to stay when he's callin' somebody baby?

it's a sudden emotion, hence i type it all here.
this is love, we called this love.
how ironic love actually can be, right?

(nottin' abt me, hunnies(:)

2008-09-22T21:04:00.008+08:00

i kept naggin' abt how difficult e tp will goin' to be.

till e mom are gonna chase me around with e chopper.

laughs. i really reckon that im gettin' timorous!

okay la,

e friend wanna calm me down by sendin' me this pic.

sexy and suave la!!!

i seriously reckon that

guys are very sexy when they're doin' e shavin'(:

and look what's that!

F1 tickets!!

fri,sat and sun! mm..

2008-09-14T19:53:00.002+08:00

e mom's favorite(:

finally, e friend's sis was backed from u.s yesterday!
i got e coach wristlet for e mom(:
laughs. i rushed down to wisma earlier on to get somethin'.
and e gorgeous joryline(delighted? laughs.) came down and fetch me!
she drove me to kovan, how nice of her la(:

2008-09-08T14:00:00.003+08:00

towned on e saturday night w/ e cousins.
saw e bro and his gf.
we chatted and they fagged.

i was alone w/ e ipod on durin' my way backed to e mrt,
somebody suddenly gripped on my hand,
(like e way u hold your gf)
(a little vulgars inside my heart, @#$%! who grip my hand ar)
laughs. kurt, what an idiotic!
tryin' to be funny, i was stunned la.
laughs. but great to see u too(:

on e side note, lantern festival is incomin'.
and for e mooncake, i only eat e inner part not e skin.
anyone has e same habit as mine? laughs.
i told e mom i want a gift for this incomin' festival and
well, so got me e wedges shoes from mondo(:
we all loves mom, right joryl? laughs(:

2008-08-31T21:43:00.004+08:00

a little intoxicated after four cups of cabernet sauvignon.
laughs.
i think im goin' to blurt out somethin' if he's right infront of me now.
e cousin brought her bf and e bro brought his gf to e bbq.
laughs.
i think im talkin' nonsense and im knockin' out at this instant.
night(:

2008-08-30T20:58:00.003+08:00

it's seldom for me to being so serious here.
oh my, im gettin' more and more impatient.
oh, u are perpetrator.
im waitin', my dear.
im waitin' for more words and actions.
i don't know if u have misunderstood somethin'.
oh no, i can't believe im statin' it down here.
how shy la.

i have loaded e favorite song here.
yes, it's called ''A moment like this''.
if he's with me, i'll get him listen to my favorite(:
i find e lyrics quite meaningful.
everyone wants e special kiss,
someone wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
promise joe, i'll brin' him to u when he's mine(:
okay, i think im too much today. laughs.

e families are goin' to have bbq/gatherin' tmr!

2008-08-28T22:49:00.002+08:00

I stumbled upon somethin' quite disturbin'.
im learnin'. i did.
im tryin' real hard listenin' to every of your single word.
fret not. i know, i really get what u tryin' to mean.

say u miss me? laughs(:

2008-08-26T19:13:00.002+08:00

A moment like this,
Some people wait a lifetime.
For a moment like this,
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss.
Ohh, I can't believe it's happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this.

how sugary(:

oh ya,
stop probin' abt e personal message that i stated on
e messenger.
misunderstood, did u? laughs.
it's all wrong wrong.

2008-08-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

i came across this particular song, called ''my boyfriend''.
sang by elva hsiao. omg!
it makes me wanna fall in love la. so sweet.
chloe, suave guys!!! laughs.
okay, enough. im goin' for my supper.

2008-08-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

u are not a sweet person.
u got backed yesterday and again,
u are leavin' on thursday.
no dinner, no meet ups.
hate u la.

laughs. chloe.
what a match-makin' dinner.
okay, i promise la. just a lunch or dinner.
nothin' more please(:

2008-08-16T20:23:00.004+08:00

olympics..
watched e badminton last night.
china v.s. japan (D. female)
oh my! so excitin'.
laughs. and i like e swimmin' too.
they are way too fast like nobody's buiness.

e family are plannin' a buffet on e 1st september.
birthday, food and gathering (:

okay, enough.
dvds..

2008-08-13T21:00:00.003+08:00

oh, i went for a interview yesterday.
they called me early in e mornin'
and said that im granted with a interview?!
im not prepared at all.
it's located at e tpy hub. ilike e environment but,
i hope they won't hired me. laughs. im not ready for work!

on e side note, e friend is comin' back again this 25th.
yay! gonna meet up with those long-time-no-see friends.
laughs.
oh no, it's more than half an hour,
im gonna wash off e mask.

2008-08-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

puggol lasi lemak earlier with e bro,
cousins, aunt and e grandparents.
while e mom gleefully mahjonin' at home.
okay, enough max.
i don't wanna msn with u anymore,
i wanna take e supper and online shoppin'.
and i bought a dress and a top! laughs.
u shopss yours and i'll continue shopsss mine!

2008-08-05T20:48:00.003+08:00

compare to yesterday's lesson,
today's lesson more uncomplicated.
dragged myself outta e centre and i saw u!
laughs. what a surprised. fetch me w/o informin' me!
anyway, thank u(:

i have been rewardin' myself with clothings.
and e mom says she wanna run away. laughs.
e Lcd and tv console are arrivin' this friday!
love e parents la(:

2008-08-03T11:26:00.004+08:00

guess what?
e bro brought e gf home durin' 4.30am in e mornin'.
laughs.
oh ya, somethin' funny was,
he din estimated e timin' correctly as e parents
yet to leave e home. laughs!!!
they came home when e parents be ready to get outta e house.
(they bang onto each other)

mom:(ask e dad) did u hear she call me? i din hear lei.
dad:ya la, she did la. i heard.

aren't they all funny human being?
laughs.

oh ya, e parents bought e new tv console and LCD.
i'll then put up a pic of all when it's arrived(:
laughs. we love e way they pampered on us(:
isn't it blessed to being loved?
okay, i gotta get ready and get outta e house.

2008-07-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

delighted!
im back to my favorite instructor(:
he's sweet la. im havin' lesson again tmr.
i guess it'll still be him. laughs.

and max, i saw ya car.
laughs.
but too bad i can't call or horn u.

okay, gonna wash up and catch e dirty sexy money(:

2008-07-29T20:05:00.003+08:00

i saw e male neighbour this mornin',
with he's girlfriend. sh*t. laughs.
went for e lesson,
and chloe! it's you again. laughs.

chloe: lyd! lyd!(raised her lovely voice)
me: (turn around, look around and spot her)
chloe: hey, where's your cute?
me: who?
chloe: e one u sweet on.
me: he's yet mine la!
chloe: your sweet so nan zhui, i introduce u suave one u don't want.

enough of match-makin' chloe(:
laughs. how awkward u know.
and everyone likes challengin' stuff, right?
laughs.

2008-07-28T20:27:00.004+08:00

e mobile flooded with messages after i posted e previous post.
laughs. okay okay, give me some time, honeys.
i'll bring him with me when i can call him mine alright.

hmm..i heard some gossips today. abt e who and who. laughs.
i can't bring myself to believe it.
but seriously, after hearin' that i find e someone disgustin'.
well, it's not convenience for me to state down e name la.
ask me in private, i'll tell u, trust me(:

oh ya, im goin' for e lesson 10am tmr.
acc me, anyone? sms me la(:

2008-07-24T18:24:00.006+08:00

tonight, e love confession(:
allow me to confess it here as
i just don't dare to admit it infront of him la!
well,
i really adore this beautiful soul from jesse mccartney.
i even load it in here.
i feel like sendin' him this s0ng u know.
to melt him? yes. laughs. im gettin' insane la.

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too.

2008-07-23T20:21:00.003+08:00

should i leave him alone?
there's lot of hindrance.
what if i say yes, we might be no more friend.
i don't wanna take e risk.
oh my, i have been hangin' onto this question.
and there's somethin',
i really miss this particular person.
how shy la. laughs.

2008-07-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

again, thank you(:
there's so much i wanted to say,
but it's hard for me to type it here.
and there's part of it i wanted to keep it to myself,
pls, don't probe it. no worries, im alright(:

i've been tryin' to contact this particular friend of mine
but... im jus worried if he's alright.

2008-07-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

thank you.
thanks everyone,
all concerns are deeply appreciated. really.
i reckon our precious felt e way too(:

2008-07-16T09:33:00.002+08:00

never liked the heavy feeling to witness parting.
it's torn me apart.

every second,
i'll look around every corner of e house and check.
i'll imagine it's there. i can still smell e scent of our precious.
im used to always wake up 7 in e mornin' to walk him.
im used to givin' him a kiss before he went to bed.
im used to embracing him, holding him and hugging him so close to me like a baby.
im used to wakin' up every mornin' to see him lyin' on my pillow.
im used to seeing him waggin' his furry tail at me
when he wants he's pedigree and when he wants me to bring him out.
im used to hearin' him barkin' at me when i pretend that i din see him wags.
im used to him waggin' his furry tail at me when phone rings durin' 3 o'clock in e afternoon.
cuz e mom will be waitin' at e void deck, waitin' for me to bring e precious down for a walk.
im used to him lookin' at me and run to me when i smiles at him.
im used to him givin' me a soft bark in e middle of e night lettin' me know
he's feelin' cold and he wants e quilt.
im used to every single detail and i truly miss every single detail badly.
i really really miss him. we really really miss him.

there was once,
someone told me that those furry kids will head to heaven
when their journey ends here.
i look up to e sky. i know he's doin' fine.
mom says he went for a holiday.
but i know, he's still here. always here with us.
he knows we love him.

2008-07-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

headed down for e practical lesson earlier.
yay! a change of instructor!
i even called mom to inform her e new car plate number.
laughs.

chloe, i reckon you have been stalkin' me lately.
how weird. always bump into you. why ar?
and there's somethin' i wanna ask you.
why are you always with suave lookin' guys ar???
introduce la! laughs.

2008-07-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

yay! im meetin' up with e girls on saturday!
laughs. like finally?

and sorry joe, i can't make it tomorrow and thursday.
i'll be havin' e practical lesson. what abt u pick other day?
laughs.

somethin' random, i asked e bro for a lv as a gift.
for my birthday la.
laughs.
mom are spoilin' me with branded stuff i requested, she always satisfied my needs.
ilove her la.
and now, im still tryin' to persuade her to get me... for my birthday.
well, i know that my birthday still a long way to go,
but i just can't help it but to think and thinkss.
laughs.

2008-07-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

don't worry, joe(:
max, can u stop prankin' on him!
laughs.

e topic today,
i would want a mature man.
sound serious? yes i do.
i prefer mature man.
well, different people define e word mature differently.
as for me, i would want e other half to be like my brother?
laughs. he has mature thinkin' and etc, though he is idiotic at times.
oops..hope he don't see this sentence.
and well to me, i got to admit that
i think e sense of dressin' and looks are important too.
laughs. am i too much today?

when's e dinner, joe? i'll inform them(:

2008-07-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

e bro went out again.
movie and clothes huntin'. anythin' new?
laughs.
e friend is gettin' a new car,
a ride soon(:

2008-07-02T21:09:00.012+08:00

e bro was backed durin' e a.m.

i woke up and i realised that no one around.

So i went to his room to dig for gifts and presents.

laughs.

i saw his luggage and i tried to unpack it.

and guess what! i was shocked, i saw e whole chunk of...

and since im free i packed it for him.

he even bought a shirt for e fur kid(:

well, let me show u then.

he's definitely a crazy shopper, agree?

okay im gonna call him and ask which one is mine(:

2008-06-30T20:12:00.002+08:00

e bro gave me a call earlier.
it goes..

e bro: hello..u wanna buy anna sui and etc etc ?
me: any blue label, gucci or lv?
e bro: ya, e burberry's boutique is here but i got
to cross another street for e lv's boutque.
me: huh..then check e blue label tote for me first.
e bro: okay, i'll get e receipt and u pay me back when im back town.

and till now i yet to receive any calls from him la!
did he check for me?
oh my! it's gettin' on my nerve!

2008-06-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

e mom gave e bro a call this mornin' ard 11plus.
guess what?
his gf and him has already finished their breakfast
and they are conquerin' e malls. which means, shoppin'!
oh my, it's amazin' to have e bro wide awake at that hour.
and im wonderin', did he remember my clothes and snacks?
laughs. okay, i hear e mom callin' my name.
(she wants me to give e bro a call!)

2008-06-26T20:27:00.004+08:00

i reckon e bro has reaches bangkok.
he goes..

e bro: eh im ready, im gettin' out.
me: remember to buy me clothes and snacks hor.
e bro: ya la ya la.

yay.. i want him to come back fast fast(:

e friend reply me!laughs.

2008-06-25T20:26:00.004+08:00

thanks joe, from my heart(:

e cousin told me that our friend might not be comin' back
for his holiday. kindda saddened.
i miss him la. i don't get to see him online lately.
i don't know if he's alright but i hope he is.
i try to ask if i get to see him later on.

well, thanks for every advices(:
but seriously, i treat e particular person as a real friend,
hence i wouldn't want any crop-ups again.

2008-06-24T19:08:00.002+08:00

i reckon i know somethin'.
but is it e truth? or misunderstandin'?
i wouldn't want to believe that what on mind is true.
no, i can't bring myself to believe it.
i won't believe that u are sucha person.
i shall got to sort e facts out.
pls.
i don't wanna assume anys or state anys before i get e facts right.

on e side note,
if u really knew me, u'd know that im not that kindda person.

2008-06-19T15:52:00.006+08:00

mom and i headed down to park mall yesterday.
oh, to collect e balance of my pay.
had a chat with e boss.
mom and i shops-ed around,
bought a pair of shoes, clothes, necklace and make-up.
indeed a shoppin' spree and mom always e generous one(:

oh ya, im into a actor call seth gabel lately.
his eyes are mesmerizin' and i really find him sexy la.

isn't he suave? kisses la la!

can i call him mine? laughs.

2008-06-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

okay, regardin' e previous post.
im sure u guys should know what is it by now.
laughs.

i keep askin' myself, i keep floodin' myself with questions like,
should i tell e person or shouldn't?
what if i did, will e result turn out to be good or bad, acceptable or unacceptable?
what if i did, what he's reaction would be?
what if e answer is sorry?
oh no. so many what ifs...
how la...

2008-06-14T22:33:00.001+08:00

laughs. oh my.
i discovered somethin'!
hmm....

2008-06-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

relax everyone.
i've got y'all smses(:
it's all placed in my heart and mind, sugars(:
i believe in my instinct becos it never failed on me once.
but i still truly believe that not every friends
or new friends are that bad right?

mom says: friends? open ya eyes big big ar.
(well, i got what she means.)

oh ya, chloe is introducin' me a man!
laughs. good-timin', i want a boyfriend!
im serious chloe.
any good man/good boyfriend around?
contact me. laughs. how shy.
im crazy la.

2008-06-12T08:58:00.003+08:00

somethin' happened, what i wanted to say was ridiculous.
i thought for a night, and i jus wonder.
what has it got to with me?
what actually happened?
what's with those humans thinkin'?
i can't get an answer.
but in e end, this particular question came to my mind.
why should i care?
seriously, i find that this whole scenario was like a test between
friendships, or whatever u call.
im really speechless at e end of e day,
e friend said,
don't ever deem that u'll know a human well.
i thought that i know, but like what e friend said,
there might be some hidden truth.
this is not a problem in e first place.( to me)
what i heard was jus like a story to me,
well, sad to say, i never ever thought that a absurd issue like that
can actually makes me "see-through" a human's mind.

conclusion of e day.
''mom says, u have learned a lesson."
yes, that was what on my mind too.

2008-06-08T22:46:00.005+08:00

well, to u.
'This conversation can't go on no more'
--

im worried.
i can't get contact with this particular friend of mine since
don't know when. i tried to contact him with e messenger.
let's hope that he'll reply me soon.

oh ya,
i found a place that sell branded perfumes at low low price!
mom wants me to get it for her(:

2008-06-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

cousin's birthday party last night.
someone says i must be busy glarin' at guys.
did i? laughs, hmmm.
i ordered a few items online.
gonna ibankin' now.

eh, where's mom?

2008-06-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

i skipped lesson today.
im jus too lazy to make e trip down la.
well, one idiot called, spoke like a alien and
jus "kup" e phone after that.
i don't have e ability,
for example like..hmm.. talkin' to a alien.
so please, talk slow, talk clear and talk logic-ly.

on e side note,
i wanna eat like crazy tomorrow!
laughs.

2008-06-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

im thinkin' of gettin' couple of clothes and bags.
and mom said yes.
laughs. oh my. i always say that ilove mom.
since it's great singapore sale, what are u waitin' people?
laughs. agnes b- sale. calvin klein- sale. gucci- goin' to on sale.
favorites are all on sale la.
fee, what are u waitin' for?
wanna take a look at e coach?
if u happen see this, sprees with me next week.

2008-05-28T15:53:00.003+08:00

did i mention that i really like usher?
not really much person knows.
why not hearin' out his new album ya own?
here i stand.

okay i gonna change.

2008-05-27T19:59:00.003+08:00

oh my, i got e job.
laughs. u hear me joryline?!
i'll start work tmr. oh no, i should put it this way.
i'll start havin' fun and late night shoppin' tmr(:
laughs. oh ya, e bro are goin' oversea every now and then.
i'll get him to buy me many manys!

okay, im headin' back to my dvds.

2008-05-24T20:59:00.004+08:00

okay okay chloe. im back here.
im sure by now everyone learns abt e earthquake in china sichuan.
relatives and friends are donatin' bucks to e redcross for china sichuan.
mom and dad are donatin' too tmr.
for ya information,
did u guys know that u can actually use e posb machine to donate e bucks?
u can even do it online like ibankin'.
we can't do much but we can donate bucks.
im gonna do that tmr, what abt u people?

on e side note,
am goin' for a interview!
it's a part time la. i'll tell more if i get e job.
laughs.
and idiotic joryline! stop wantin' others to veto me okay!

2008-05-20T20:48:00.002+08:00

gleefully dragged all e way down to e ssdc earlier.
i rushed in to check my car number.
but... wasn't him la.
am backed to previous instructor, what a thwarted.
how much i wish...
but well, i can predict that when im on e way there.
but am still feelin' a little let down.
but guess what?
i saw him when im on e way out of e ssdc!
how elated can.
i shouldn't elaborate more, i wanna keep it to myself :)

and stupid joryline! stop laughin', stop sarcastic-in' and stop
provokin' me okay!

2008-05-15T21:19:00.002+08:00

"let me tell u man,
you're getting to be my one desire,
you're getting to be all that matters to me''
-quote

wanna know which man? laughs.

i went for e lesson today and guess what?
it's him again la! laughs. he's sweet la.
but he said that there might be some changes on e next lesson.
which means, i might have a new instructor.
how sad la.

a casual say.
we have got our own life.
am doin' good with mine and i hope u too.
might be prickly durin' e start but u'll be fine soon or later.
and remember, im still here, isn't it?

2008-05-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

Maybe Just Suppose I Could Happen To Cross Your Mind,
And By Some Chance a Girl Like Me You Really Been Trying To Find...
Well Let Me Tell You man,
Think How It Exciting It Would Be,
If You Should Discover You Feel Like Me.

laughs. hmm. i like that, i like that (look around)

2008-05-13T20:21:00.004+08:00

i went for e practical lesson earlier.
i checked for e car no. and i realised there's some changes.
means a change of instructor and i was like omg.
oh my, was a malay guy.
oh no, i should say a malay man.
he's darn cute and man la.
this is my first time glarin' so hard at a malay man la.
how shy.